Thursday, September 16, 2004

i'll get to see these guys...maybe



this is a picture of blue, matt, and chris. matt sent it in an email and i posted it because it makes me smile. i'm so excited about going to atlanta next weekend. even though i'm short on money and i don't know if i should really be going, i know that it will be such a refreshing weekend. plus, it'll be a fun road trip!

there's a reason i haven't posted in almost a week. a very good reason, might i add. i had some pretty crappy stuff happen to me last weekend...and i knew that if i posted a blog entry, it would all be negative, so i decided to wait. i knew that if i didn't wait a little while, i'd just have all this negativity and i really was trying to avoid it. i didn't want it to seem like i'm so caught up in my own world that everything revolves around me. but ultimately, that's what a blog is...right? a place where i can vent my problems, passions, frustrations, joys, and a place where i can let others see who i truly am.
there's a lot that's been going on in this head of mine...and i'll be posting some of it very soon.

for instance...

***i found out that the word "crunk" was invented by conan obrien. interesting!

***i've thought a whole lot about garden state and why i loved it so much, but that's a whole post in itself. it will come soon.

***the job search isn't going well...i'm tired and frustrated

***i'm lonely here at home. i long for intimate friendships.

***my dad is doing a whole lot better...so thanks for the prayers.

***i've been reading a lot of really great books.

***helping out with that video shoot last sat. really made me realize how much i miss being around that environment.

***got an email from rich today. we're going to meet soon to discuss his project i'm going to start working on soon. very excited about it.

***i miss my friends. every single one of them.

that's about it for now.

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