stuck in the mud

i'm frustrated with looking for jobs. i'm frustrated with being here. i feel like i'm in this weird in-between world and i can't move forward or backward. i can't decide what i'm doing until i decide what to do and i can't do anything until i decide what i'm doing. i feel like no matter what i do, i can't win. i need a job because i need income, but i don't know if i just need to suck it up and live with my mom, and get a job here...or if i need to just move somewhere and try to get a job there. how do i even know. ugh!