r-o-l-a-i-d-s

i just checked my email and i had one new message from brent. he was telling me that i didn't get the job. my first response...relief. should that be an automatic reaction when you just found out you didn't get a job. i listened to God and i just didn't have a peace about it. and all day long i wrestled with the whole idea of "what if i'm not really listening to God and what if i'm offered the job...does that mean i should take it or not?" it was a real eye opener as far as just trusting God to provide for me. i know that in due time he's going to reveal his plan for my life...piece by piece it will all come together to make the remarkable puzzle that will be my life. yeah, a little cheezy i know...but hey, i like cheese!